Point of time when you just feel like keeping everything to yourself but end up coming to a situation whereby you have to confess.
There are so many ways to express yourself, why must you choose that. I don't understand.
Tired of everything thats coming my way, i don't even see future.
Trying so hard to hide my feelings, so hard that I'm nearly in the state of depression.
Holding on to every single hope, so what if its the slightest 0.000001%.
I'm one person who will not cry easily, but now crying myself to sleep almost every night.
I made smth but I guess I should stop doing it.
Regret, I am.
I am still who I am, if you thought I've changed. No.
Even if it means giving up everything for you, yes I would.
The thousand and one whys in my head. I will never get any answer or rather, I don't want to.
Many times I thank the God for finding you.
Even if I'm not loved in return, I don't mind so long as I still do.
I'll bear with everything, as long as you're still right beside.
All my life, this is the worse.
Give me a time machine, I wish I could rewind it.
I did my best, I'm drained.
Believing. It no longer exist.
I'm done with everything. I'm late.
I'm not trying to be emotional or sound pity in here.
& I hope my birthday wish will never come true.